grace.

i've fucked up a fair amount in my 32 years on earth. i'm blessed, nothing fatal, irreversible or soul-compromising. but your basic human foibles, amplified by the various parts of my own inherent nature. there've been some situations where i felt unworthy of forgiveness or redemption. but each time, after time, the feeling washed away. there's something magical about time, you know?

i used to want to be perfect. but, the more clearly i see, the more i just want to BE. and, in being, i know i'll continue to mess up, and tread indelicately - as humans do. but what i know now, that i didn't know before is that i'm worthy of grace each time. and, from that extension of grace to myself (inward), i'll fertilize the soil from which my capacity to extend grace to the outside world will grow.

hm, grace.

term of the day: grace.

song of the day: New Light by John Mayer. these are the vibes.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mQ055hHdxbE